I feel tired from traveling. Maybe I should go home.

The days blur by and all I’m doing is sightseeing. I don’t really make long lasting connections. I take photos of the places and soon they mean less and less. I don’t know what I’m doing anymore. I feel tired.

I’m not sure if I want to visit the other countries that I have planned. I feel Japan is probably the best Asian country to see and I’m getting tired of it. Too bad I had already booked a flight to Okinawa and another flight to Nagoya. I guess I have to stay in Japan for a few more weeks at least.

Traveling is not what I expected to be anymore. I’m not in my late teens or in my twenties. I don’t have the energy and the enthusiasm. I’m simply jumping from city to city, hostel to hostel.

At the hostel in Osaka, there isn’t even a window. It seems dark all the time. I don’t really want to stay here any longer, but I already booked a total of six nights.

I’m not sure what to do. Should I continue to travel or return home after Japan? What would I do at home? Life seems boring either way. Another thought is to visit Maui, since I had skipped that island. But the fire ravaged Maui a week ago. Seems like a bad time to visit there.

Maybe something will change in the next week or so. I hope I’ll be in a better mood.